In 1942, my father said to me, “You don’t have the guts or the personality to
be a successful businessman like me, so you might as well become a doctor.” My
interests were in aviation.
In September 1942 I entered my last year of high school. The government began a
program to develop a professional corps of physicians, engineers and officers.
In November, I took a preliminary test for the Navy V-12 program. Interviews
followed, and I was called back for a third interview. I met with a captain in
the US Navy in March 1943, one month before my 17th birthday. I told him that I
wanted to study aeronautical engineering; in those days I dreamed of being a
space pioneer. As I left the interview, he put his arm around my shoulder and
said, “See you on an aircraft carrier, son.” WOW!
On a warm, sunny day in May, a letter arrived at my school. I remember walking
part way home with the unopened large envelope, feeling thrilled and excited. I
knew I was in. When I opened the envelope and read my orders to report to the
V-12 program at the University of Rochester on July l, l943, how fulfilled I
felt.
So, graduation, and on July 1st I got on the train with other V-12ers. The next
day we were to receive schedules.
That day an accident occurred which changed my life.
We queued up in a single line approaching a desk. Behind that desk were three
categories: one for line officer training, the second for engineering and the
last for pre-med. “Sternberg” the corpsman called when I approached. “You get
on the pre-med line over there.”
“No,” I protested. “I belong on the engineering line.” He looked at his list
again and repeated pre-med. I made a fuss and an officer came over to check. He
said, “You belong on the pre-med line. If you don’t want that, you have the
choice to go to a 90 day officer training course, get a commission and go to
the Pacific.”
I had to think fast and feeling no other recourse, opted for the pre-med line.
During the first trimester, I learned about Sigmund Freud and the theory of
psychoanalysis and was intrigued. I realized then that I could become a pioneer
of the mind rather than of space.
By 1954 I’d completed my residency in psychiatry and opened a private practice.
In 1956 a man appeared at my office for treatment of depression and anxiety. I
recognized him as a fellow student at the University of Rochester where we had
studied. His name was similar to mine; he was one year older than me and had
had one year of pre-med before starting the V-12 program with me. He had, to
his utter chagrin, been assigned to the engineering program and had become an
engineer. He wanted treatment because of a deep sense of lack of fulfillment in
his career.
We had obviously been switched that fateful day in July 1943. I told him of our
connection, offering to have him see someone else. He chose not to and I
treated him successfully. I went on to study psychoanalysis and had a lengthy
and positive career in psychiatry.
In 1963 I learned to fly.
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